So that was last weekend.  Very different than the previous weekend when Mum (who shall henceforth be abbreviated as "Mum") was here. We had a good time with her and she loved the house and the garden and she felt really relaxed and comfortable and it wasn't too much of a struggle for her to get here.  So comfortable in fact she decided she wanted to come back and is coming down for her birthday in August!! Woohoo!!
There has been a few bad days, like my bad night last week.  Monday I was blah and flat as anything.  I'd worked til 2am Monday morning then back up again working at 5am as I had stuff on my mind.  The amazing thing still to me is that's where it ends.  I have a bad day.  I have a bad day at work, or I am extremely tired... and it doesn't spiral into anything more.  It just stays as that and then passes, as it should do.  It is SUCH a relief to feel free of depression and just have bad days now!
I am such a total shopping slut though.  While I was working late on Sunday I think I managed to keep ebay going with the amount of nice things I bought.  It was so much fun looking through things and giggling and selecting things.  Hell I don't care if I don't like any of the pretty things I bought, or if they don't fit, or if I just decide that kind of dressup isn't for me.  I had fun shopping while I was working.  I spent hardly anything.  I'll try some things just so I know.  I just had fun!!   Isn't that how its supposed to be?  Worst case, I re-ebay or donate to a charity shop - or maybe if its not really me just keep one or two things in case that sort of play ever comes up. 
I really should start waiting to actually claim overtime before i spend it though ;-)
 
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